When Hiring Help Takes an Unexpected Turn
When I decided to hire a housekeeper, I looked forward to having some extra help around the house—a bit of support that would bring order and cleanliness into my home without the usual juggling act. I pride myself on treating everyone with kindness and respect, and hiring someone to help clean my house is no different. For me, it's an act of partnership and gratitude. I see anyone who enters my home to help as someone deserving of my utmost respect, and I make sure they feel valued for their role in helping to keep things running smoothly.
This need for help is critical to me because I live with sickle cell anemia. There are days when my energy runs low, and tasks around the house can feel overwhelming. Having someone who understands that they’re not just helping with surface-level work but truly supporting my well-being would be a meaningful addition to my life.
The First Meeting
When the housekeeper first came to meet me, I was excited. I gave her a tour, showing her the rooms and explaining our household routines to make things smooth for both of us. She seemed friendly and receptive, and I was optimistic about how this arrangement could make my life easier, especially during the challenging days when my health requires extra rest. We agreed that she’d start the following week, and I felt confident that we’d found a good fit, especially since a good friend of mine recommended her. Having that trusted connection reassured me—I was bringing someone into my home who had been vouched for by someone close to me.
But when the following week arrived, I received another message from her. She explained that she had unexpected visitors and couldn’t start as planned.
A Series of Cancellations
At first, I took it in stride—life happens. However, the next week, she sent another message saying she wasn’t feeling well. I wished her a quick recovery and understood her circumstances. But the pattern continued. The week after, she said her fridge was leaking and needed urgent repair. By the fourth week, the reason circled back to her health: she wasn’t feeling well again.
Initially, I was empathetic, especially since I know firsthand how unpredictable health can be. I understand that life throws us curveballs, and I wanted to respect her need to handle personal matters. But as the excuses stacked up, my patience wore thin, and I sensed a reluctance on her part that went beyond scheduling conflicts. I wanted to know if more was happening and whether she was genuinely interested in working with us. After all, a month had passed, and I needed someone reliable to step in without all the back-and-forth cancellations.
Letting Go with Grace
After waiting a month and watching a series of excuses unfold, I knew it was time to move on. I wished she had been honest from the beginning if she didn’t want to work for us. I would have completely understood. Honesty is something I value deeply, especially when inviting someone into a role as personal as taking care of one’s home. Ultimately, I let her go kindly and respectfully, knowing it was best for us.
Navigating Unspoken Concerns
This experience made me reflect on something I don’t typically dwell on: the possibility that her hesitation might have been about more than scheduling conflicts. My husband is Caucasian, and I’m Black, and while I usually don’t view relationships through the lens of race, I couldn’t help but wonder if my background might have played a role in her reluctance. I don’t often entertain these suspicions because I don’t like seeing myself as a “victim.” But when a string of delays feels unexplained, it’s natural to wonder about the unseen factors.
Living with a condition like sickle cell anemia, I don’t have time for endless questioning or assumptions. I prefer to treat others respectfully, hoping they’ll do the same in return. But I can’t ignore the feeling that maybe something more was going on beneath the surface. Perhaps she felt uncomfortable for reasons she didn’t feel comfortable sharing. Or maybe she simply didn’t want to work with us and couldn’t find a way to say it.
Final Thoughts
While this experience didn’t turn out as I had hoped, I’m grateful for the lessons it taught me. I learned the importance of finding someone whose respect for the work and mutual honesty match mine. Moving forward, I hope to find someone who truly understands that they’re helping keep my home clean and supporting me when I need it the most. The right person will bring trust, care, and respect into our home, just as I’m prepared to offer them the same.
For anyone in a similar situation, my advice is to prioritize openness and look for a partner who sees the value in what you need. Sometimes, things don’t work out for reasons we may never fully understand, but treating each experience with gratitude is a reward. After all, everyone who enters our lives adds something to our journey, even if only as a lesson learned.